Character(s): Mostly Ohno Satoshi and Sakurai Sho, aside with the rest of arashi
Pairing: Yama pair, some other minor pairings such as ohmiya, juntoshi and masatoshi
Rating: PG-15
/Genre: Angst/Romance (though I wouldn't quite classify this as angst...)
Summary: "All that I cared about, all that I love, you have taken away from me. All that I could have hated now resided in you. Yet every single time I look at you, every single time I tell myself that I hated you for who you were, I could not bare to hate your existence. Because you had taken everythring from me, you were the only thing I have. THE ONLY REASON I KEPT ON LIVING IS BECAUSE OF YOUR EXISTENCE. I wanted you to leave me alone but you wouldn't let me. Every single time you hugged me, told me that you love me, I lost myself.
Set me free. Kill me. Answer my prayers. Make my dream come true. I don't want to be chained to you any longer. But deep in my heart, there was something that refused to let you go. All I wanted was freedom..." AU, Ohno Centric
Warning: I finally muster up my courage to write Yama pair...but it appears that the first fic I write about them is AU. Because AU is all I can do. And angst is not really something I can write well, but at least I can write lots with angst...(I love to read angst, so I write it, lol, even though I suck)
Disclaimers: Arashi is not mine (though I wish--) and so, I do not own them. BECAUSE I DON'T OWN THEM, THAT'S WHY THEY--I'll shut up now.
The beginning...